Today feels like a day where nothing bad may happen. Maybe, maybe not. Just wanted to thank Sylvie mom for talking to me last night and all(: Maybe i'll just get over it so don't worry! haha. i'll try to be able to smile everything away again like i was able to since young till recently. It seems so much harder to smile without feeling so fake. Please, God, teach me to let go of everything. I wish i could just run away and forget everything. Leave all this behind me so that i can be free. I guess there's a price for everything, and the price for freedom would probably be my sanity. ha. Why do i have all these mixed feelings inside me. I hate growing up. When you're young, there's just so much that you don't know, and the innocence of everything. Nothing to worry about, don't care about what people around you think of you, spend all your days playing and spending time with your family and friends. And now when you're older, life really gets harder where you have to think so much about studies, expectations to fulfill, crapped up shit in your life thats not even supposed to be there. Problems, when will they leave me. Maybe they never will. Maybe it might even get worse when we grow up. Lets hope for the best for now, and for the future.
To a time, where problems hardly existed.
is it me
be bold
are the words too weak ?
or things weren't obvious enough
Conrad Koh, i play the guitar. i'm 16 this year.