Today was okay. Well, not so okay i guess. Sure i had fun at cell group and service but after that, it was just about the most boring night of my life. Went to Mustafa with family excluding my sis who was out studying and my mom's cuz and her son. Who knew Mustafa could be so boring. Tried to talk to Stacey by sms but she only replied when my boredom was going to be over. But at least Alvin called my phone to help me with my boredom for abit. haha. Its good to hear that God has been working in his life and helping him help others. haha. Including me offcourse. haha. And he's probably going crazy as well, haha. We'll both see each other in an asylum or something. haha.
Someone teach me how to "un-love" someone. Make me make you hate me so that it won't hurt so much. Or it may hurt even more and would take more effort to make it hurt less. At the rate i'm going, i won't last long. Eventually i'll think myself to death and probably end up mad. Off all people why me? Why does this kind of strangeness, rarely seen in others, occur in me? What have i done to deserve this? I know its wrong but why do i still continue to stay in this path which leads to a place where there is nothing but emptiness, pain and sadness. Someone teach me what i should do to prevent myself from cutting myself up on the inside.
Princesse de la rue soit la bienvenue dans mon coeur brise
is it me
be bold
are the words too weak ?
or things weren't obvious enough
Conrad Koh, i play the guitar. i'm 16 this year.